Glamping Paradise..Next year I am investing in a Mongolian Yurt too. Come visit

Ah just casually frolicking in the bushes in my amazing 70s crochet set

Another ceremony at Fiskabäck, this time in company with my dear friends Azzurro and Zana

With my godess sister Camilla who has been such an angel to help me setting up the space before every ceremony here.

Ah little Elda is of course part of every ceremony, she is included in the price

My dear friend Linda got married on a sunny Stockholm evening. We share a lot of crazy fun memories together from back in the day. And this amazing Filippa K dress has been in so many partys and weddings..and oh my if those shoes could speak haha, they have a lifetime of their own

Ok back in studio Reiki Rossi to try and record another podcast

More Cacao with my soul sis

Me and Freja hosted a beautiful Self love Sunday in her magical archipelago oasis- such a dreamy day and we will definitely do it again this summer

Yoga on the dock

Cooking with no running water or electricity- so much fun

And more Cacao, served by my dear friend and business partner Erika

Such a dreamy group of woman

Cacao with grandma

Hanna was in town and I caught her on her last day..ah these days are the best

New reading glasses, super strong and super sassy

Another cup of Cacao in the Stockholm summer sun

Love story with these guys

Wild Cacao shipping department

We created some pretty magical products this year outside of our cacao assortment- especially in love with our herbal and adaptogenic honeys

And if you havent tried our Adaptogenic Cacao blends, please do. This one called Awaken is an amazing substitute for coffee- so delicous, uplifting and good for you

Got surprised with a kirtan party pre my 40th birthday..

This was such a dreamy day and night, singing with my favorite woman

Ok, time to pack up and get on the road again..life of a nomad

I decided to treat myself to a retreat in Peru with some of my favorite people. I spent my 40th birthday week in ceremony, singing, hiking, releasing the old and calling in the new. MAGICAL

Temazcal time

Tea time in Pisac

My cousin that you saw paint my outdoor toilet had her sweet little baby and I am so happy with my fur baby.

Love my kitchen but that as well as bathroom was falling apart so doing some upgrades this winter. SOOO excited to come back and see what it will look like

Back at Bäddar och Ängar- one of my favorite places in Österlen

Apple season again..what else to do with them than pose?

My magical Blue lotus tea blend

Sara came on a little ceremony weekend and we had such a good time

Ah this picture ended up a bit wrong in order and I dont know how to move them around so here is a high summer memory, on my favorite stair making bright plans in Guatemala with my dear friend and business partner Azzurro who also just fell in love with my swedish sanctuary

The whole Illumination group gathered on our last night in Peru

Love of my life

Doing what I love the most- sharing Cacao, Breath and sounds in magical places

Then I started studying on this self sustainability course which is sooo interesting and just a dream of mine to become self sustainable..will keep you posted on how that goes.

Our first time together with built a hen house in just a few hours- wow the power when people come together ..we were all just amateurs but with clear directions of course. So empowering what you can do with a community

Spreading my herbal magic around the country

Me and Yohanna on her archipelago retreat

And here some Wild feminine rising pictures ended up, sharing Cacao to 50 magical beings in our closing ceremony, so powerful

Ah and here we ended up in the archipelago again..this blog portal has a life of its own and I am not the one to figure it out. Anyway, this was a magical day with magical woman

Retreat time and this time magical Sanna cooked for us, it was soooo yummy and she will be back for our next Forest Spirit Healing retreat in April so come join us for healing on all levels- body mind and spirit

Bless the food

This is one of my favorite secret little spots around where I live, forever grateful for my neighbour Liz that took me here, its so hidden I dont think I would have ever found it and its really paradise on earth

SO much fun hosting retreat with Floramor, come join our next one

Our Cacao in the beautiful store at Bäddar och Ängar in Österlen

Me and Johanna that hosted the godess festival earlier this year created a magical drum for me and we decided to have a Samhain gathering at her place before I left the country- such a powerful night with Cacao, gong bath, sound healing and sharing stories of our ancestors..more of that please

Doesn’t it feel like you win on the lottery when the sun is out in November?

Found some old doors in my shed when my cleansing journey continued..I posted them on blocket and changed my mind when I saw how many was interested haha, I figured I might be able to do something with these?

The pop up shop is growing

Another magical Kirtan with Johan who brought his band this time- such a powerful evening

Love you love you love you

With my witches Josefina and Sara planning future magic together

Ah the perk of not being able to fly when planned was that we hosted yet another cacao and kirtan..made it all worth it. Singing just makes me sooo happy

A Sunday brunch at Fridas house that you can see better pictures from at her blog

Here she is, the smoothie queen

And then this happened..oh my god, not made for shuffling snow

One last ceremony for this year at Conscious, I gathered the courage and brought my guitar and actually dared to share a song..progress over perfection is my motto

Ended up on a balcony in Mexico

Took Elda around town and she wasn’t impressed..we are both more forest people it seems..

Mood for the rest of the year

We have arrived

Happy New Year and if you made it this far, I love you. Thank you for following me on my journey.

Last New Years eve, celebrated in my cozy forest paradise

Started the year with cleansing the basement..I found old magazines from the 80s and 90s and they had to go..Cindy burning away in the fire

Went to the west coast and hosted a lovely heart opening Sunday with Erica and Gabriella

Magical skies but I promised myself to not do another winter in this cold..it kills my soul.

The perk of working from home..noone has to see what you are wearing below your waste..These white fleece pants saved my winter

Had a lovely reunion with my teenage homie Maggie..we share some wild memories together being wild teens. Love you forever

This felt like my second home last winter, hosting so many ceremonies and trainings at Conscious Life

The magical Cacao that keeps me happy all day, everyday

I hosted a Cacao training which was really lovely, might do that again this winter but online, and from the birthplace of Cacao where I am at right now- give me a shoutout if you are interested

Lovely Josefina and her sister had a launch ceremony for their magical podcast Spiriturious- I am in their first episode so listen in if you haven’t already. We had a lovely Cacao ceremony with breathwork in the first spring sun.

Listen to the podcast here:

Then back to the forest for a retreat

Ah no place like home

Next year I will be more on top on my apple harvest and I still need inspiration on what to do with all of them so hit me with all your inspiration

Me and Elin hosted our last sisterhood retreat with our baby Her Peace that we later decided to step away from. We are still looking for the right person(s) who want to take over this heart project so let me know if you feel called.

Ah the magic when woman come together

My soul sister Tove, don’t know what I would do without her.

I also want to do a shoutout that she has just finished her first book- A biography about Loss, Life after Death and how to find Peace & Happiness again. You can preorder it here

Another day, another ceremony

Then back to the forest and me and Elda took a roadtrip to see my friend Millas beautiful art exhibition.

Then the spring came and I could start rolling around on the grass again eating weeds..Yay.

AND if you want to learn more about how you can use nature as medicine-inside and out- you can come to my sanctuary for private trainings this spring and summer or join my Ceremonial Chakra awakening retreat in July at Shambala where we will work a lot with herbs, plants and flowers

And my energy came back and I started to make medicines- this is my popular blue lotus tincture in the making

In love with Dandelion in so many ways- I eat it, drink it, make body oils and the list goes on

The season opened up for our popular cacao ceremonies at Fiskabäck

And I did some private ceremonies around Stockholm which I love. It makes it extra cozy and personal when you get to come home to people

And then Yohanna invited me to host a ceremony at her magical archipelago retreat we birthed a really exciting new idea that I will share more about when the time comes..

Tove and Patrick

Ah and this is a fun story..You know I love to sing kirtan and its been hard to find good ones in Sweden, and then I went to one where Johan was playing and just loved the vibe so I asked him if we should create a Cacao and Kirtan together, he said yes and so we did and we had so much fun so we ended up doing a few and more to come. Seriously if you have an idea- dont hesitate, just ask whoever is inspiring you. What is the worst that can happen?

Then this is another story..Me and Rosanna had a beautiful podcast recording in her garden and it was so flowy and nice but unfortunately the sound was not good enough so we had to do it again a few months later..here is the result

Off to film a Cacao tutorial with our dear friend and magical photographer and videographer Michelle

Then back to the Forest for the 100th time..and all apple trees in full bloom, my favorite time of the year

Ah the Godess festival..such a beautiful weekend together with a lot of new godess sisters.

We had ceremonies, we sang, shared, released, laughed, cried and all the things. So much love

I was really in my right element

And of course Elda joined the godess festival as well, so many goddesses to hump..

I took a few road trips around my area and just love the coast

We had a launch event for Wild Cacao which was so lovely but unfortunately we are still waiting to get all of our blends from Guatemala to Sweden..its been a mission to say the least but well worth the wait..

I was in another podcast with Heidi and talked about all my favorite topics

Listen here:

One of my favorite spots in Österlen- Franskans Creperie, yum!

And these houses gets me every time..how cozy??

Ah dog spam

When Tove comes to visit she brings her homebaked gluten-free bread goodness..Its my favorite time of the year

Goes with any topping

My root chakra loves this place..

This my friends is my favorite smoothie- cacao, spinach, banana, Maca, peanut butter, almond milk, chia seeds and peppermint..SO good

Reflections

Heaven on earth

Love the daily forest walks when I am home

And Cacao on my stair where the sun never goes down

Nature is the best medicine, whatever you need, I got you:)

Oh my gosh..I am still laughing out loud when I think about this..I was having a little natural beauty workshop and was going to mix the dandelion oil with sugar to show how we can use it as a natural body scrub..but the oil had gone rancid and my smell hadn’t come back yet from the big C so I couldn’t smell it and just confidently shared that its weeds so it doesn’t smell like the store bought products…So we all rubbed ourself with it and then I actually could smell how TERRIBLE it was haha. Fortunately my retreat members had humor so we had a really good laugh and a good swim in the lake and we were all super smooth afterwards though. But dont let that scare you, when done right, this is the best body scrub there is.

My favourite summer drink- fresh watermelon juice with mint from the garden

I sold the gong, kind of broke my heart but some babies has to go. I instead invested in some magical alchemy bowls that you will hear more about this winter.

This was a big year for Wild Cacao– we started to get our products into magical studios like Altromondo, Yoga Shakti, Yoga Kendra and in stores like Örtagubben and Gryningen- so exciting.

I live on this smoothie summertime..

And on herbal infusions with herbs from the land..

Retreat time again

This time our Awaken Your magic retreat with Isabel, our second time and well be hosting another one this summer so stay tuned

Love singing together

I repainted the bathroom only to find out a few months later I have some sort of mold under the bathroom so have to renovate it all this winter while I am away..less of a happy surprise. Anyways, now I get a chance to have some beautiful moroccan tiles and some floor heating.

With my bestie

Off to midsummer gathering

And then the summer hit

This is my healing barn if you didn’t see it yet- I love the energy in here

Ah and my herbal drying rack- such a game changer

Making mugwort smudge sticks experiment..some better than others

This is what I live for

I also got started again with my online breathworks and will continue with that this year- sign up here if you feel called to join.

Medicine bottling

And a lovely cacao ceremony back with Milla

So nice to just be able to chill in the passenger seat when Elda takes me back and forth to Stockholm

OH my gosh..my first baby cucumber harvest..I was so proud

The beaches of Österlen..in love

So proud of myself for fixing up this old outdoor toilet..this is obviously the before pic

Then I got my super pregnant cousin to help me paint it

And voila..how cute? no-one had touched this in like 40 years so I think I did pretty well

My glamping paradise..can’t wait for swedish summer when I look at this

Even though Elda is from DTLA she’s not that into the buzzing city energies but she did good hanging around the streets despite almost being eaten by a very big and aggressive dog.

MOOOOD

I love strolling markets wherever I go and this Medellin market was amazing for fruits, veggies, tacos and to just soak up the colors and vibrant energies of this town.

It was missing some Guacamole but otherwise a really delicious fish taco!!

Our MAGICAL group on the last night. So grateful that I got to be a part of this and to get inspired again and again how I want to live my life more in a ceremonial way, in nature, singing, dancing, praying to the elements and being with like hearted souls. THANK YOU Hayley and Jaya for creating this space that allows for so much transformation! And if you feel like studying with them I highly recommend their sound ceremony training in Guatemala which to me was life changing.

We had so many fire ceremonies and this one was led by Taita IntiWari- a magical medicine man who took us on some deep journeys.

Drumming and singing around the fire is really my happy place.

Found a soul sister..how funny that we have the same tattoo on the same place..

Blending into Pisac

One out of many beautiful and magical altars

Growing up in Stockholm in the 80’s these flutes were played at the train stations allover town.Where did those guys go? I loved them! I don’t think I ever played one before, so much fun but HARD.

Preparing for one of our magical ceremonies

The dance before meeting my dark knight of the soul in one of the most intense plant medicine ceremonies I’ve ever experienced.

With one of my soul sisters Isis who is such a goddess and inspiration to me

Angelina working on her rattle- this crafting day was so much fun and I really had no idea how much work goes into making just one rattle

Some people chose to make drums. I was close to making one as well but it was a lot more work and I was exhausted at this point. Plus I have a custom made shamanic drum with weaved in cacao handmade by my dear friend Johanna here in Sweden- super excited to see the result in a few weeks. And check out her work, she does the most beautiful handmade crystal jewellery.

The beginning of my rattle..looks like a 5 year old cut it..But I am very happy with the result..I dont have any picture of it but if you are curious to see the result check out my  reel about it on instagram

And someone elses beginning of a drum

Here they are hanging to dry in the sun packed with sand to mold the shape.

Ok Peru is such a heaven when it comes to shopping for me- textiles, drums, rattles, feathers, ceramics, ponchos, hats..its out of this world

Another fire ceremony with Wachuma which is a sacred Cactus. We drank it and hiked a  challenging hike. I felt like I was going to dye and wanted to give up so many times but everyone else just kept going so I just kept singing and walking, singing and walking

An old priestess palace

The pictures doesn’t do this magical place justice. We rested by a magical waterfall which didn’t get caught on this picture

This is going downhill so I am smiling again.

Making our own Wachuma tea was so special and sacred. I just love medicine making.

This is the sacred cactus with so many healing benefits

And happy place, Kirtan night. We joined forces with the 300 hour yoga teacher training for a magical night singing and dancing together.

More dancing before another ceremony

This is Maria and she is an important part of our Wild Cacao Collective- she has been our point of contact and helping us craft our adaptogenic blends, source all ingredients and train the ladies in Guatemala to make the blends for us. Might seem like an easy task but we have become very humble to the fact that Guatemala works in Guatemala pace..

My little altar that I brought with me to the ceremonies

And here is another one. I really encourage you to create your own altar to meditate, manifest or pray to. Super powerful.

One of my new found soul sisters Joanie.

Ah this waterfall!

On another Wachuma hike and this one I really enjoyed. Not as high altitude and my body felt stronger. Beautiful day singing, hiking, praying to the mountains

Preparing for our Temazcal- a sweat lodge that is kind of like a dying and rebirthing ceremony.

The Sweat Lodge is a purification ceremony and the preparations for this ceremony is conducted in a sacred manner, from cleaning and caring for the grounds, to building and tending the fire to heat the stones, to dressing the lodge in blankets.

During the ceremony, heated stones are placed in the centre of the temazcal, while our guide Leticia guided us in prayers, songs and smudged the stones with sacred herbs in the pitch black and very hot lodge.

The Temazcal represents the womb of Mother Earth, and it is a sacred space to ask for healing, forgiveness, hope, vision, to give thanks.

The last night a local band came to play the drums and the flute.

Planting some more Wachuma, to be harvested next year.

Pull a card in one of my oracle decks and see what messages comes through

Grounding and Earthing. I just love to walk barefoot on the grass and find a sweet spot in nature to drink my cup

I love to incorporate music into my daily morning and evening routine- I might chant a mantra, try some chords on the guitar which I am obsessed about learning how to play, some sound healing or just listen to a good song and dance

Sacred smoke is a part of my daily ritual and I love to use what I can find in nature around me, Mugwort being my latest obsession. Sage and Palo Santo is over harvested so it is good to use sparingly and with a clear intention if you use it.

Share my intention or words of gratitude- if someone is with me I love to speak it out loud, otherwise I write it in my journal or talk to my dog aka  my therapist

Incorporate all the elements- be by the water, fire, lay on the earth, feel the wind on your face and thank the earth for holding you and for mama cacao to helping us to open up our hearts so we can run in that direction:)

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